Reconnaisance on how the rest of the world lives is going good so far. Away from the cafeteria of self-congratulatory and self-serving makings of bad art and music I realize how full of vapid shit I've been. Just about had a panic attack sitting in the car thinking about it. Culture makes hierarchy and community's just culture's socially retarded little brother. I'm gonna dig a hole out of big ass rock, live in it, make some shit in it, and leave it for someone else to find... or make a go of it and finally take care of me and mine... or take a shit on a rock.